Bimbo Cabidog
I once lived in
a neighborhood rimmed by a patch of undergrowth. Our rented house was about two
hundred meters away from the marketplace and almost the same distance from the town
square where the municipal hall stood, on the opposite side. Although we lived
already in an urban area, the ticket nearby afforded the experience of a rural scene.
The houses in
the neighborhood were still few with wide open spaces between. Denser
undergrowth hemmed the bank of the river a few hundred paces away where our
street ended. On days when there were no classes (I was then in grade school yet)
and the vibrant sun was up at eight or nine in the morning, I would wander into
the surrounding nature bringing top-of-the-line bird hunting equipment, a
slingshot.
The spot hummed
with life. Chirping and buzzing were all over. I instinctively turned on my
body radar for bird detection. The beautifully feathered kingfishers flitted in the thick canopy of leaves atop
the tall trees. I always had bad luck with birds. So I content with spending
the rest of the hunt catching dragon flies with a midrib from palm leaves tipped by the sap
of a jackfruit tree.
I could spend
the whole day lost in the mini jungle. But my father’s voice would ring near
noon. And to signal the time to terminate the useless fling, he held the belt
around his waist. I still couldn’t figure why we had to eat at twelve. But
lunch was mandatory. Past it I was obligated to lay down for siesta.
In the noonday
nap, I briefly dreamed of losing myself amid the forest of shrubs and bushes blanketed
by an iridescent sea of yellow button-like flowers that broke into a dense swirl
of malobago trees. Then I met the
spirits inviting me to live in their dazzling kingdom.
Already awake
at midafternoon, I would no longer go back to the nature trip, but waited for another
thrilling sight to end the day. As the huge disk of blinding sun descended into
the mountains, the bats flapped out of their day’s roost. The formations of the
nocturnal creatures in flight above darkened the land with the advanced shadows of
the coming night.
The night had a
main attraction. I watched by the window the palisade of malobago growths disappear into the blackness and reemerge in evolving shapes mystically lit by an
ethereal radiance. The radiance came from myriads of pin lights dancing in the
ink black hollow of evening.
The bright
scene at the Las Vegas strip that I would frequently see in movies in later
years paled compared to the splendor of that nightly show. I had seen massive Christmas
lights bathed houses and flooded streets, like the popular attraction at a posh
subdivision in Mandaluyong during the yuletide season. I wouldn’t trade with it
the mystery that I beheld every night in that time of my life.
Such was the nightly
appearance of the fireflies transforming the ticket of malobago trees in our
town into a theater. How I’ve yearned to embrace it. But the mesmerizing beauty was not for anyone to possess. It could not be wrapped in all its wholeness.
Childhood could
be a dream and waking growing up. I had been a poor would-be marksman trying my
luck with a crude slingshot. But somehow the hunt was not that much
important. It was a child’s enchantment with nature, flowing with innocent belief.
Adulthood overtook and snatched the gem away.
Electricity
came to town when I was in second year high school. At that stage, I was already being taught to be a proud young man and
have ambitions. Decades later, the environs I used to roam have vanished in the
invasion of houses. I entirely lost the nights of the fireflies and a childhood
forever.